Hmmpff

I don’t really know how I always get in this scenario, god knows its not the first time. That mess I said before about getting close to new and wonderful people? Well it sure feels short-lived. Not that they’re bad people now; they’re wonderful people, and I loved being around them. It’s just different now. I’ve been honest and true to myself. There’s not much else I could’ve done.

worst feeling ever

my anxiety is back.

yuck.

Feels nice.

I felt like a storm had been brewing for months too long, but I was just to weak and scared to stand up for myself. Realizing I was never going to gain anything, I realized I had nothing to lose either. I’m done dealing with people that don’t make me feel good about myself. I’m the personification of being fed-up, so I’m cutting the bullshit

I didn’t think I could be happy in these circumstances. But I’ve luckily met and/or gotten closer with some wonderful people, and am thoroughly enjoying it.

Losing the negative people, gaining the good.