ew.

I don't like things rights now.

Every part of my life is stressing me out and/or I'm just not happy with it.

6 months left in this little college bubble, and I'm getting frantic.

Some people aren't as anxt-ey as I am, (no need for everyone to freak out like I am, of course) but it makes me feel shitty in a way.

All I really wanna do is talk-it-out of my system, but who wants to talk these days?

I want to be there for you also ("you" being plural. Nicer sounding than "y'all")

I want to spend time with people I care about while I still can, but bullshit just gets in the way, and petty arguments and hurt feelings and resentment (and alcohol) rear their ugly heads.

Pretty soon we'll all just be Facebook profiles to one-another, and then what?

I wish I hadn't lost the friends that I have.

None of them are bad people, and I wish things could be different.

But I've been hurt by them, and as bitter as it sounds, I've wasted a lot of time caring about people who don't care about me.

To everyone else, with whom I am still friends, don't be a stranger.

I love you all.

Sorry for the lame post.

Birthday Weekend

Sure haven't posted anything since classes have started, so lets get that chat over with:

nothing special, nothing remotely too hard.

History

Care & Management of Companion Animals (puppies 'n' kitties)

Speech (discussion & lecture)

and Individual Study w/ Ms Haynie

The 3rd day of classes Steph and I both have presentations in Haynie's surface design class, Steph's about her summer trips to guatemala and columbia, and mine at Mara Hoffman.

Flash forward to this weekend and it was my 22nd birthday, Hooray!

fun was had by all, met my neighbors, hit the town, it was a good time :)

The next morning, i wasn't too cute. and felt even worse. but it was worth it.

Today is Shawndell's birthday, so Happy Birthday to her!