ew.

I don't like things rights now.

Every part of my life is stressing me out and/or I'm just not happy with it.

6 months left in this little college bubble, and I'm getting frantic.

Some people aren't as anxt-ey as I am, (no need for everyone to freak out like I am, of course) but it makes me feel shitty in a way.

All I really wanna do is talk-it-out of my system, but who wants to talk these days?

I want to be there for you also ("you" being plural. Nicer sounding than "y'all")

I want to spend time with people I care about while I still can, but bullshit just gets in the way, and petty arguments and hurt feelings and resentment (and alcohol) rear their ugly heads.

Pretty soon we'll all just be Facebook profiles to one-another, and then what?

I wish I hadn't lost the friends that I have.

None of them are bad people, and I wish things could be different.

But I've been hurt by them, and as bitter as it sounds, I've wasted a lot of time caring about people who don't care about me.

To everyone else, with whom I am still friends, don't be a stranger.

I love you all.

Sorry for the lame post.